I'm thinking this could be YG, Julie and I during Julie's Xmas visit. Can you guess who is who in the picture?
"Now Yoga Girl, I TOLD you I wanted to play with your asshole today, why should I have to wait until we’re inside? Besides no one will come outside to stare at you if you just keep quiet like a good playtoy."
This one’s for Sassy Assistant Michelle, who hopefully keeps it warm in her place as well.
I keep it hot Multi, in more ways than one :^) I would sit down in the chair and tease this gentleman about wanting to look up my skirt and see my panties. If any precum started dripping I would make him hold a pair of panties and catch it before it got on the carpet. Michelle
Friends think I keep the thermostat high in the winter, because I hate being cold, but that’s only half the story - I keep it turned up due to the prevalence of nudity!
Just talked to Julie. She won’t be coming to the office party this year, but she just told me that she bought tickets to come up on Dec 27th and will be staying until Jan 5th! Yes, she will be here for New Year’s Eve! This is one of the longest visits she has had up here and to say I’m excited is an understatement. I will tell Mr. X tonight (we have a session scheduled after work, of course he is wearing a pair of my panties that we picked out this weekend for him to wear on Monday) and I will call YG this afternoon. Now I have to start planning things for her visit and making sure everyone gets a chance to spend some time with her. She had been seeing a guy sort of off and on and she ended that a week ago. A week and a half! That will be a long visit and we won’t be rushed like we often are when she visits…….
I told her about my stripping contest, PG and my meeting with him. She was “freaking amazed” that I had the balls to go to a room with him and just watch him masturbate and nothing else happened. She asked if I thought he would do it in front of both of us and I told her that I didn’t know, but maybe? I haven’t talked with him since that happened so I don’t know how he is feeling or if he’s even interested in me watching him again…..
I am totally excited about Julie visiting! Can you tell?
Come on now. You enjoy sniffing them, don’t you? Well now I want you to taste them.
I’ve been wet all day so I’m sure you’ll enjoy the taste. Open your mouth….
Then I’m going to fuck you with my new strapon. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?
I debated a long time before actually posting this entry. I’m embarrassed and thought about simply not telling anyone about this but in the end I have tried to be totally honest in my posts and what happened is a major event for me and I knew I had to tell you about it. So…… a DEEP breath Michelle……. and here it is…..
If you read my post about my second strip contest you know that I had a drink with a guy (Panty Guy “PG) there at the club and ended up giving him my panties. He gave me his business card and obviously wanted to see me again. He is married…… I know, I know. It was a thrill to have him attracted to me in that setting, especially with the high I was on having just stripped in front of him and a bunch of strangers, obscenely spreading my legs and ass in front of him and everyone else who wanted to see. He sat right at the stage and I left nothing to his imagination. I won’t lie, he caught my eye and it turned me on as I watched him stare.
I had looked at his card several times since then. He works in a large office in a nearby town - sort of like a suburb and you really can’t tell where one city ends and the other begins. I looked him up on the Web and confirmed that was the same guy. I fantasized about him watching me strip and sticking my ass up in the air in front of him several times when I masturbated. I kept thinking about him seeing me naked and me giving him my panties. I started to dial the phone to his office several times and chickened out. Then I called him……. PG? Yes………? He sounded unsure of who he was talking with. This is Michelle, you watched me dance the other night at ____. ”Oh yes!……. How are you Michelle, I’m just a bit surprised to hear from you, thrilled but surprised.” I’m good PG, do you still have my panties? ”Of course I do, why do you ask?” Well, I would like to get them back if you don’t mind. ”I don’t get to keep them Michelle?”
I was getting the feeling he liked to ask questions. I told him that it probably isn’t a good idea for a married man to keep a strange pair of panties around and that it might cause a problem. He asked if I wanted to maybe meet for a drink to talk about it. I told him that I would meet for a drink, but only if I was going to get my panties back. He agreed and asked when and where. I suggested right after work that evening if that would work for him. It did so I suggested a little ways away from where he works. It is a nice quiet bar where we would be able to talk. I didn’t know what I wanted from him, other than I did want to see him again and talk to him, knowing he knew what I looked like without clothes.
He was there waiting for me and got up as I sat down. There were some other happy hour people there but no one sitting too close. A little bit of small talk, wanted to know my last name, phone number, etc. and I wouldn’t give those to him. I finally asked him where my panties were. He pulled them out of his pocket and handed them to me. I asked him if he washed them and he said he hadn’t. I smiled and just let the panties sit on the table for a moment before putting them down on my purse. Having them out in the open made him nervous as he was probably worried that he would be seen with me.
We had a second drink as we talked. I answered a few questions but kept him talking about himself, his job and he is married, no kids. Financially he is very successful, probably close to Mr. X financially. I didn’t want to talk about his wife, no she doesn’t know he goes to strip clubs and she didn’t know he went to the contest. That was the first contest he had gone to. He had heard about it from friends and went to it on his own so his friends wouldn’t give him a hard time about it.
We finished the second drink and he didn’t want it to end and asked if I would have just one more. I agreed but that would be my limit. The air was getting heavier as he asked me about the contest had I done it before, told him I had and he asked if I was a professional dancer. LOL, no. He said he wished I was as he would like to see me dance again. I teased him saying that he had seen pretty much everything with me laying down right in front of him at eye level and spreading my legs high and wide.
He then asked if I would ever consider doing a “private show” for him. He was blushing when I said no. It sounds like you want more than just to see me naked and that will never happen. You are married, and that’s a line I’m not going to ever cross. He apologized for asking, but he just had to ask on the off chance I would. I told him it was alright (another sip of my drink) smiled and stared at him. What did you do with my panties PG? What do you mean? What did you do with them? Looked at them. Did you smell them? Fuck you would’ve thought I asked him if he had committed murder. Well, did you? Yes, (bright red). Did you put them on? Adamant no. Could you smell me on them? Yes. Did they smell good to you? Yes. Did you masturbate with them? Yes.
I had more of my drink, smiling and looking at him. I assured him that it was okay that he had sniffed my panties, that I was flattered he did. He said he couldn’t help himself. He really wished I would at least do another contest so he could see me naked again. Are you going to masturbate again thinking about me stripping PG? Yes. Well PG, you’ve seen my pussy and butthole and you know what my pussy smells like, there isn’t a whole lot of mystery here.
Another sip of my drink, a bit of a buzz now………. well all you guys love looking at us girls naked and it’s pretty safe for you knowing that you don’t have to strip and stand naked in front of strangers. I asked him how he would feel about stripping and standing naked in front of me in a bar. He paused, shrugged his shoulders and asked if I wanted to see him naked. I took another drink, this time I shrugged my shoulders and said, sure why not? Really? Sure I would like to see you naked, why wouldn’t I? If I let you see me naked would you let me see you naked again Michelle? No, you’ve already seen me PG, you owe me a show already.
My drink was about finished as was his. He then suddenly said, I’ll do it. Do what? Let you see me naked. I smiled, thinking to myself that guys love to let girls see then nude and you know that I like that. Ok PG, how you going to work that? How about I go get a room at _______, a hotel next to the bar? Really PG, you’re going to pay for the cost of a room there (a nice hotel) just so that you can strip and let me see you naked? Yes, sure I figure i better do it before I lose my courage. I thought about it for a moment, what are you doing Michelle? A bit of a buzz…… Ok, PG go get a room and come back. He was back in about 10 minutes with a key. I looked at him and told him that I was not going to take off my clothes, he wouldn’t get to touch me and that I was only going to go to watch him strip and see him naked. Agreed Michelle, I want to pay my debts.
It was a nice hotel, and I didn’t feel threatened at all riding up in the elevator and going to the room with him. He was nervous and so was I but I hid it. I was dressed in slacks and a blouse. He then stood by the bed and I stood close to the door initially. He hesitated and I spoke, “So start stripping.” His fingers were shaking as he unbuttoned his shirt. He was wearing a t-shirt underneath (nerdy?) and then took that off. A bit of a belly but not fat, he was in okay shape. I crossed my arms and looked at him, “Keep going, you aren’t naked yet?”
His fingers shook more undoing his belt and unbuttoning his pants. He stopped and sat down on the bed and took off his shoes and socks. He looked at me and I just smiled looking at him as he stood up and took off his pants. Tighty whiteys…… hmm PG, I have to say that my panties are a lot sexier than the ones you wear. A nervous laugh and he agreed. I looked down at them and said, “Well……..?” He hooked his thumbs in the underwear, pushed them down and stepped out of them. There he was totally naked and looking down, too embarrassed to look at me. I told him stand on the bed like it was the stage and then I walked closer, feeling safe and told him to turn around. I had him turning on the bed which wasn’t easy for him. He was very self conscious and didn’t know what to do with his hands or what to say. I told him to just stand still and made a point of looking at his cock
He was getting hard and I saw him touch himself. I told him that I saw that and he stopped. He was hard standing there and I told him to get down and look at me. He did and as he was looking at me my eyes once again purposefully went down to his cock which was pretty close to being fully hard with a little precum beginning to show. You like me seeing you naked? Yes. You liked sniffing my panties didn’t you? Yes. Bet you wish I would take off my pants, don’t you? Yes. Ain’t gonna happen. I told him to touch himself and he did. He played with himself a little and got himself fully hard. I told him that he had a nice cock, thick and that girls like thick ones, at least I do. He thanked me. I asked if he wanted to beat off. Do you want me to? I’m asking the questions, PG, do you want to beat off? Sort of, I guess. Would you like me to watch you masturbate? If you do, then I will watch, but otherwise I’m going to head home. He told me he wanted me to watch. You want me to watch what? I want you to watch me masturbate. Then ask me PG and use my name when you ask. Michelle will you watch me masturbate? Yes, PG I will do that for you since you asked so nicely. I told him to lay down on the bed and I went to the bathroom to get some hand lotion that was in there. I came back, tossed it to him and told him to go ahead.
He had laid down on the bed like I had told him to, squeezed some lotion onto his hand and started. Initially he started losing his hard on. He apologized that he had never done this before and was nervous. I told him to relax and simply stood by the bed watching him, I told him to spread his legs so I could see his balls and he did as I asked. He was stroking himself working towards getting hard again when I reached into my purse and tossed him my panties. Here sniff these, maybe they will help. He held them to his nose and closed his eyes as he inhaled and played with his cock like he was alone.
I told him to open his eyes and look at me. I want to look at me when you masturbate. You thought about me when you masturbated with my panties so you can look at me now. Keep your eyes open and looking at me when you cum PG. It didn’t take long. His hips started to buck and his pace of stroking got quicker. He would start to close his eyes and then remember to keep them open. He grunted as he came and had 3 good squirts of cum that landed high on his stomach. After that his cock continued to twitch and more cum oozed out. He was suddenly really embarrassed and had a difficult time looking at me.
I went and got him a warm wet wash cloth to clean up with and then told him I really enjoyed his show. He asked again if he could see me naked and I told him no and that he should quit asking. If I ever want you to see me naked again I will tell you. I took my panties back and asked if he had had fun. He did. I stopped and told him that if he wanted, I would be willing to watch him masturbate again sometime. Same rules though, I wasn’t going to get undressed, put on any show for him or things like that but that I would watch him beat off. He felt a little awkward and self conscious laying there cleaning himself but said that he would like to do it again. I’m sure he is hoping it will be more but it won’t. Maybe I will wear a dress and give him a peek of my panties or maybe even see my pussy but that’s it. I told him that I would call him again to see if he were available and maybe schedule something again. I then teased him and told him that maybe next time I would let him sniff a fresh pair of my panties. I then leaned down and gave him a kiss on the top of his head and walked out of the room and went home.
I’m feeling really weird and guilty about what I did, and I’m wondering if I’m becoming some sort of out of control perv. I worried about it being a bad move. I’m not a home wrecker….. or am I? I know he is married, I didn’t touch him or he touch me. All he did was beat off in front of me while I watched. I feel guilty but I will admit that it was hot. I liked it. I liked it a lot. I liked that this man (once again an older, very successful guy) would do that for me. It fed my CFNM fetish, this was a guy that I had absolutely no relationship with, was not a sexual partner and he stood there naked and hard in front of me. It turned me on. Fuck I hope I’m okay but I have worried a lot about having done it and guilty about enjoying it.
I know that some of you will be disappointed in me. Please don’t judge me too harshly, I’m already judging myself pretty harshly. He doesn’t have any idea how to contact me or who I am. I don’t have to call him again,………. but I have thought about it. Honest to God, I’ve thought about it since that time. I have thought about it while I masturbated. I have thought about maybe seeing if YG would like to watch him. I have thought about a ton of things since I did it. I don’t know what I’ll do, but I do know that having him strip and masturbate in front of me without me letting him see anything at all was a huge turn on for me. Fuck Michelle what did you do? WHY did you do that?…… why am I thinking about calling him again? Fuck.
Doesn’t my asshole look pretty?
Maybe it’s weird, but I like having Mr. X tell me that he thinks my asshole is pretty or cute. I like having him describe it and tell me why he thinks it is pretty. Michelle